Saturday, August 28, 2021

Q&A with Rob Vaughan author of August Lost



Hello Rob! 😀👋 Give us a brief outline/history about yourself.

I’m 38 from Aberdare. I grew up wading through rivers, climbing trees and getting filthy. I met my wife when we were 15 and are proud parents to William. At 17, I joined the RAF and have served ever since. Finding a balance between family and service life has been difficult, but being good at one makes me better at the other.


Give us a brief outline of your latest book.

August–Lost follows a detective who has lost his connection to emotion. He doesn’t understand empathy, sorrow, happiness, and struggles to engage with people. His only focus is finding evidence and catching killers. But when he finds evidence that proves the existence of an elusive hitman, he angers someone who creates masterpieces that are fuelled by unbridled emotion. 


Where can readers purchase your book?
   
You can buy August Lost.......Here

The ebook version and paperback can both be found on the Amazon market place. But I am looking to make it available through local book shops.


Where can readers find out more about you?
I have recently developed a website. You can check out my website .... Here
And you can find me on Twitter as @RobVaughan82.


What was the hardest scene to write?

The characters are examples of what people could become when trauma is a recurring part of their childhood. At an early age I discovered I could survive brutality from someone who is supposed to keep me safe. And as I grew older, I realised that it actually gave me strength. Those experiences made me who I am and the lessons I took from them taught me how to be better, how to excel, how to be a good person.


But when I wrote a certain scene, even though I held a lot back from the page, I found my heart pounding and my eyes filling up. Even my siblings found it difficult to read.


Do you find it difficult to write from a different gender/ethnic background point of view?

I am a White, Welsh, heterosexual man. Some would say that I’m not qualified to write as a different gender, ethnicity, sexuality etc, and I agree with that to a certain degree. Stereotyping ethnicities, sexual preferences or gender qualities can be extremely harmful. Even if the writer thinks they are being flattering, they can cause offence or pain and that is something I hope I never do. A writer has to be responsible for what they publish and they must think of the audience.

That being said, I’ve never murdered anyone. To try and portray the mind of a killer without being one; I am equally underqualified and I hope it stays that way!


When I wrote from the POV of Val Marsh, I wanted convey a strong and professional woman while showing that sexism is very much alive. I see, hear and challenge it a lot in day-to-day life.

In the first draft, I had older male characters calling Val “my dear” and “darling” etc, and tried to show her deflecting it. The reason for it was to show that she was up against more than trying to catch a killer. She was strong enough to endure arrogant and patronising people in authority. But my editor pointed out that it could be misinterpreted as the author’s beliefs, so I took it out. Afterall, I’ve never been subjected to that kind of behaviour and cannot comprehend the damage it can cause. Nor have I ever thought like that, so I don’t understand the motivation to do it. 


It is part series. Is there another in the pipeline?

Yes. I wanted to write a book but I couldn’t condense the story into just one novel. As the story played out in my mind, it overflowed into two, then three. Now I have a path for the entire storyline and the three books will come under the series title Masks of Sanity.


How did you first get into writing?

I spend a great amount of time flying in the back of cargo aircraft and that gives me plenty of time to read. But I never entertained the idea of writing before I started a new and very demanding role.

The place where I was working was a toxic environment. Bullying was rife, accepted and sometimes endorsed. I found myself being a prime target for some of these people. I was new to my rank and didn’t want to cause waves in case I lost the promotion, so I endured it. 

When I was driving home every Friday, I found myself reliving the events of the week and dwelling on the things I should’ve done/said.

The longer this went on, the more I alienated my family, and soon, they were encouraging me to take action. After about a year (yes, I’m stubborn), I tried to highlight the problem, but those in power just brushed it under the carpet.

One day, during my hundred-mile drive to work, I refused to imagine what was waiting for me. Instead, I reflected on the day before when I sat with my wife to watch a movie. She always guesses the endings and declares “I should’ve written the script.” So, I thought about a story that would entertain her and keep her guessing. A story that she wouldn’t guess the ending to and one that I could use to handle my stress.


What have been your favourite books to read throughout your life and why?

The Count of Monte Cristo has always been my go-to book. I love the cunning and commitment to revenge. Who can honestly say they’ve never fantasised about repaying an evil deed?

Another great author who keeps me coming back is Karen Slaughter. Ever since I read Blindsighted, I have loved being shocked by scenes that are the product of a very dark mind. And even though she may be a lovely person, the stories she tells are brutal.



You can buy the Count of Monte Cristo.....Here





You can buy Blindsighted....Here



Who is your favourite author and why?

LJ Ross is who I look for these days. Her ability to set a scene and make me a part of it is outstanding. I am always standing just behind her characters and feel and see everything they do. I remember reading the opening scene to Holy Island and actually reached to turn my collar up against the rain.

She offers just enough to show, but leaves enough room for my imagination to do the rest.


Has any book that you have read changed you?

It’s going back a long time, but when I was around ten, I read a book called The Midnight Fox. I’d never been a reader up until that point but there was something in those pages that woke my mind’s eye.

I remember a scene from the book where Tom (the MC) tried to imagine a new colour, which got me trying to imagine a new colour. That was when I began reading and using my imagination.


If you could be any character from literary fiction who would it be?

It would have to be Geralt of Rivia from the Witcher series. He’s hard as nails, rides around on a horse, sleeps under the stars, and wields two swords. Sounds pretty cool right?

The books are fantastic and Henry Cavil is doing a great job of bringing the role to life on Netflix.


What is your favourite quote?

You never lose. You either win or you learn – Nelson Mandela.

No matter what situation you find yourself in, applying this philosophy to your life will make you a better person. It’s something I want my son to live by.


What comes first plot or characters?

It’s a bit of a chicken and egg scenario. For August, I wanted to put a very dark person next to everyday people. Someone who smiles and goes about their business, but would have no compunction about hurting you in ways that would never occur to you. To me, that is a dreadful thought. But what else? What would make him a monster? In order to see his traits, he needed a plot that could showcase his skills, and as the plot evolved, so did the character.

On the other side of the coin, the protagonist had to be up to the task. You can’t have an unbeatable villain, nor can you have a flawless hero and it’s the plot that gives them the arena to duel in.


Do you plan it or when you sit down it just happens?

I have a long commute to and from work which gives me ample time to think about possible paths. And most of the time, when I sit down to write, I have an idea of where the characters are heading. But as the words flow, more often than not, something changes and I become a passenger. There have been so many times when I’ve stopped and thought “how the hell did that happen?”

I start by pantsing it. But that will only get you so far. Eventually, an element of planning needs to be used to tidy it all up.


How to you create characters in your books, are they cast in your mind or composites of real people?

My characters are made from the people in my life. Obviously, I amplify certain traits to make them suit the storyline, but I believe a character is more relatable when they’re anchored to reality.

They are also shaped by my mood at the time of conception. Val has one hell of a temper when I’m in a bad mood so I have to be in a good place to write her scenes.


What is the most difficult part of writing for you?

Sometimes I have too many ideas and that slows me down. I have an idea, then think “what if” and change my direction. Then “what if” and change again. The only way to get out of it is to be strict with myself and say enough is enough. 


If you are self published why? And how did you go about it?

I wrote August for my wife. It was a gift for her and therapy (of sorts) for me. However, after editing and formatting, we agreed that I should publish it.

I jumped into the query trenches for a while, but rejections and silence are unintentionally cruel. It takes phenomenal strength to go round after round trying to get an agent and in the end, you either win or you learn.

The one thing I learnt was that no one is interested in a random query from someone with no accolades. Literary agents have a huge responsibility to their listed authors. Priority must be given to their clients and that means prospective clients are only looked for with one eye.

Editing, formatting and cover designs cost time and money– resources that need to be focused on their proven clients. Successfully getting an agent and publisher to gamble on an unknown author is incredibly difficult. So, before I ask them (again) to take a risk on me, I thought I’d put my money where my mouth is.

I employed a developmental editor and made amendments. Then employed a copy-editor and made more. And finally, a proof reader for honest feedback. It’s an expensive process but worth every penny.

At the moment, I am a sapling hiding inside a forest and all the other trees are growing. Before I try again, I needed to grow roots and show them that I am worth the risk. That’s why I chose self-publishing.


How do you research your books?

There are elements of the story that are delicate and required a fair bit of research. I am not a psychotherapist nor am I a police investigator, but I spoke to enough professionals to ensure I didn’t tread on any toes. One thing I did discover before writing the investigative scenes is that each force/constabulary has their own standard operating procedures. They all handle cases differently.


What is the best and worst thing about being a writer?

The best thing about being a writer is being part of the writing community. I still feel like I don’t deserve to be there– Imposter syndrome is a funny thing, but authors are incredible people and support each other.

Then there is the feeling of seeing your name under a title you made, and knowing the story inside came from you.


As for worst thing; I haven’t really experienced any negatives yet apart from self-induced pressure. But I know there will be vocal people out there who take pleasure in condemning your work. I see other authors receiving horrible reviews, and others getting hate mail. I don’t know what prompts people to do things like that, but I they are entitled to their opinions. 


What is your next project?

August needs company. There are two more books in this series that are edging their way to completion. My job now is to make sure I tie up all the threads while staying true to the characters and their journey.


The other series I’m writing was started a few months ago. I write this one when I’m in a mischievous mood.

People are warriors on social media; saying things they would never say in person. Unfortunately, this is the way of the world and the only time our society pays attention is when we are slapped across the face. The only “truth” people believe these days is what they read online. This series shines a light on that


Share something that your readers will not know.

I sat my GCSE English and Maths exams when I was 37. It’s never too late.


Favourite place, favourite film, favourite song, favourite food?

Ascension Island – a small island in the Atlantic. Great people, beautiful scenery and perfect weather.

Coach Carter - An inspirational true story of a transformational leader who inspires a group of young men to reach their potential.

The Sound of Silence cover by Disturbed - The band’s music paid tribute to the lyrics and made it unforgettable.

Pizza - Because it is awesome. 

Thursday, August 12, 2021

Sleepless by Louise Mumford.

 

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You can buy Sleepless.....Here
You can follow Louise Mumford here...Here

The Blurb...

Thea is an insomniac; she hasn’t slept more than three hours a night for years.

So when an ad for a sleep trial that promises to change her life pops up on her phone, Thea knows this is her last chance at finding any kind of normal life.

Soon Thea’s sleeping for longer than she has in a decade, and awakes feeling transformed. So much so that at first she’s willing to overlook the oddities of the trial – the lack of any phone signal; the way she can’t leave her bedroom without permission; the fact that all her personal possessions are locked away, even her shoes.

But it soon becomes clear that the trial doesn’t just want to help Thea sleep. It wants to control her sleep…

My Review...
Thea suffers from insomnia, as a result she is constantly tired, irritable and struggles to pay attention. It is much like permanent jet lag. Being a shift worker myself I can see how sleep deprivation can cause all sorts of issues. 

After being the cause of a minor road accident, Thea resolves to do something about her insomnia and signs up to a medical trial on a remote island (based on Caldey Island?) much to the chagrin of her post menopausal, activist mother (played in my head by Fiona Shaw of Baptiste 2🤷‍♂️) Thea's mother is a wonderful character who wears vagina print scarves!  

The trial starts well and Thea begins to get a little more sleep and even begin to make friends. However,  after a short trip on the island to the old monastery, Thea begins to smell a rat and with a few companions begins to investigate.

Sleepless is an enjoyable British, science gone wrong, horror thriller. It put me in mind of an up to date John Wyndham (Day of the Triffids, The Midwhich Cuckoos etc) with a touch of Soylent Green thrown in.

The author describes the curse of insomnia particularly well and it is no surprise that in the notes at the end of the book she confesses that she is a victim of the dreaded insomnia. 

I was amazed to see that this is a debut novel. The narrative is polished and slick, you would swear that the author is a veteran of long-standing. It augers well for a long career in fiction writing.

As with all the best dystopian tales there is a scary nugget of truth in the story that could possibly evolve one day into actually becoming reality. This book would make a great episode of Black Mirror or a Netflix binge watch box set. Now to try to get some kip😳🛌😴!

Selected Quotes...
"It was her small safe space where she could crawl and hide after an exhausting day spent trying to seem human."

"Her eyes felt as if they’d been put in the oven for too long."

"Harriet led her to a cathedral. This cathedral, like every cathedral before it, was built to stun the masses into greater belief."

"But that was beta- testing for you. Unpredictable. Thankfully, it was frighteningly easy for people to be wiped away– if you chose the right people in the first place. But still… messy."

"She was just one more body for a company that wanted to erase what happened here, forget it, smooth it over like a plasterer smoothing over a wall, hoping the blood wouldn’t seep through."

About the Author...

Louise was born and lives in South Wales. From a young age she loved books and dancing, but hated having to go to sleep, convinced that she might miss out on something interesting happening in the world whilst she dozed – much to her mother’s frustration! Insomnia has been a part of her life ever since.

She studied English Literature at university and graduated with first class honours. As a teacher she tried to pass on her love of reading to her students (and discovered that the secret to successful teaching is… stickers! She is aware that that is, essentially, bribery.)

In the summer of 2019 Louise experienced a once-in-a-lifetime moment: she was discovered as a new writer by her publisher at the Primadonna Festival. Everything has been a bit of a whirlwind since then.

Louise lives in Cardiff with her husband and spends her time trying to get down on paper all the marvellous and frightening things that happen in her head.

Wednesday, August 4, 2021

Easy Meat by Rachel Trezise

 



You can buy Easy Meat.........Here

The blurb...

The south Wales Valleys, 23rd June, 2016. It’s another long day chopping beef carcasses up at the slaughterhouse for former reality TV star and Iron Man contender, Caleb Jenkins, whose untroubled world unravelled when his old man’s carpet business went bust last year, another casualty of the global financial crisis. While he’s busy trying to manage the well-being of his conspiracy-theorist brother, the mortgage keeping a roof over his bankrupt parents’ heads, his own excruciating grief, internal rage and impossible credit score, politicians of all persuasions are promising the scared and voiceless people around him real change.

Desperate for acknowledgement and a transformation he can’t quite bring about by his own means, Caleb is on the edge.

Easy Meat is a glimpse of a young man and a country on the verge of a momentous decision.

My Review....

At only 121 pages long this is a punchy longish short story/novella.

Easy Meat tells the story of a day in the life of Valley Boy Caleb Jenkins. The day in question just happens to be the day of the Brexit referendum. Caleb is a man on the verge of a breakdown. He is struggling with his awful, low paid job in a slaughterhouse, where the rest of the workers are Polish immigrants. He is wilting under the pressure of sharing his home with his now bankrupt and homeless parents and weed addicted layabout brother. On top of this he has real girlfriend and child issues to contend with. He just needs a little something to help him turn the corner, just an opportunity to get back to normal.

For me there are a few little niggles with this novella. While the Merthyr setting is integral to the story I found the overuse of street and neighbourhood names to be a little distracting as was the ongoing description of butchering beef carcasses. While I understand that this was used as a counterpoint while Caleb's story was told in flash-back I thought the carcass dissection scenes were overdone. After reading this you may well sway away from eating meat. I don't know but would hazard a guess that the author is a vegetarian. and lastly I did not quite "get" the ending. Again these are subjective and probably say more about me than the writing.

Being a Valley Boy myself (I may have mentioned that before 🙄🙈) the area where I thought the author was absolutely bang on was in describing the socio-political malaise that now overwhelms the once proud working class, once labour voting valleys. The Valleys were the area that benefit most from European investment but still voted in favour of Brexit. She is very clever in that she does not do this by using macro-political policy statements, indeed politics is hardly mentioned overtly at all, but by describing the micro day-to-day encounters that Caleb and his family have. You see the frustration that had caused a gap in the market that UKIP and Brexit exploited. It seems that while most people voted Brexit not for ideological reasons but because the status quo just was not working. You are left feeling that there is a lack of opportunity and an inevitability that this festering social inertia will continue. 

The author brings a caustic description to these encounters that is savagely sarcastic and well observed, (and with a hint of Raymond Chandler read in Humphrey Bogart's voice) see selected quotes. Any senior figure in the labour party (or indeed Plaid Cymru) would do well to read this book. It is a Welsh Boys from the Blackstuff for the Love Island generation. 

Finally, I know we shouldn't judge a book by its cover but this cover is a belter.

Selected Quotes...

"It couldn't get any worse, the man said, rubbing his beer belly. There's families up on the hill surviving on charity from the church, like something from Victorian times

Sad, Caleb said.

Chuck a hand grenade in I reckon, the man said, see what happens."

"He'd been a cast member on the 2012 series, with seven other twenty somethings from every Abercwmnowhere in post industrial south Wales, bodybuilders with the IQ of crayons, ballooned on steriods and Pinot Grigio-soaked Beyonce wannabes. It was TV designed for rubberneckers who thought the salad always greener in someone else kebab."

"He noticed the peroxide blonde in the queue next to him was looking at him too, bottle green eyes homed in on him like a missile on a target. Scorching hot but obviously high maintenance, if not borderline insane."

"You know what it's like. We're working class bro.We're easy meat."

About the author...


Rachel Trezise’s debut novel In and Out of the Goldfish Bowl won a place on the Orange Futures List in 2002 and is now part of the Library of Wales series. In 2006 her short story collection Fresh Apples won the Dylan Thomas Prize. Her second collection Cosmic Latte won the Edge Hill Prize Readers’ Award in 2013 while her travel memoir Dial M for Merthyr won the Max Boyce Award. Her first play Tonypandemonium was produced by the National Theatre of Wales and won the Theatre Critics for Wales Award for best production. We’re Still Here was also produced by the National Theatre of Wales in 2017 while Cotton Fingers toured Wales, Ireland and Scotland, receiving a Summerhall Lustrum Award at the Edinburgh Festival. She lives in the Rhondda.

2001, A Space Odyssey by Arthur C Clarke

  You can buy 2001 A Space Odyssey.. . Here You can find out more about Arthur C Clarke... Here 228 pages The Blurb... Written when landing ...